Over the years, I’ve learned a lot about what it means to be a Christian and walk with Jesus. Contrary to popular church culture, where we see nothing but smiling faces, children laughing, and rainbows, the reality of walking with Christ is quite different.
In fact, for years I’ve almost been ashamed to share my doubts and struggles because when I look at the poster on the church wall, those people look nothing like me—they look like models hired to depict what we want Christianity to look like.
If they were really Christian, I’d see it in their eyes—how, despite the smiling faces, there would be a clench in the jaw and a determination in the eyes to not burst into tears—tears of joy for the suffering and trials they’ve gone through and tears of gratitude. Like the veteran who has seen “too much,” so is this Christian who has not only walked with Jesus but had to have been carried along the way—sometimes kicking and screaming.
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